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| Clutter-free living |
Life comes with excess baggage.. Literally! :).
A few days ago my friend Zina was trying to clean out her house. Her
parents were coming for a visit and she wanted to create some space
to accommodate them comfortably.. She asked for help and I obliged..
(Yes, obliged is the word!.. well agreeing to help out in house-cleaning
is a big act of selflessness! :)). In the beginning of the task we
decided that whatever she feels she needs to chuck
out would go in one corner and then at the end of the mega-cleaning and
rearranging session she would take a final call. So we attacked the
house with a vengeance.. and gradually the dedicated corner was bursting
to the capacity full of knick-knacks gathered over a period of 5 years
that she was staying in Mumbai. Quite happy to have finally made that
pile, she looked around the house and was surprised to see that her
place actually had a good amount of space! We both felt that the rooms got literally lighter, airier and well.. roomier :)..She
was so delighted with the outcome of our task that she decided to treat
me with a yummy cheesy pizza. As we were waiting for the order and
chatting up, her eyes kept returning to the pile... Then in the middle
of the conversation, she got up and picked out a rickety chair and
exclaimed that she couldn't actually part with it as it was special to
her - the first act of kindness that a neighbour had done by donating
this chair to her at the beginning of her life in Mumbai! Behind the
chair was a simple 4-legged multipurpose table which was immediately
pulled out. She said she couldn't even think of parting with it as it
was her grandmother's and she had especially got it delivered from her
native town. Well it was put back in its rightful place... under a
humungous pile of books that Zina had purchased, borrowed, received over
time. Next came the little teapoy that she used to keep by her sofa
covered in...dust! Gradually most of the things that she had earlier
thought she can do without became absolute essentials for her
afterwards. I got so mad at her for cheating me that I left without her
freakin' pizza!
As I was driving back to my place consumed by murderous thoughts for Zina after all the hardwork we put in moving all that stuff and rearranging the furniture, it struck me..Isn't it exactly the same with emotional excess baggage too? We just can't let go... especially of stuff that has hurt us. We can recall every negative emotion that we have felt and refelt quite vividly. We clutter our mind and our hearts with the all-consuming "I should have done like this.. I should have done that.. I will now take my revenge like this..I will destroy him/ her like that.. Nobody loves me", etc...so much of negative thoughts, feelings and emotions! But we do not realise that all this wasted space can be used to make life easy, simple, hassle-free and above all HAPPY! I forgave my friend and went back to eat my pizza! See happy ending
